Today's worries

I'm supposed to be eating dinner. I don't even want dinner haha. I'm hopelessly lost in the hallways of my mind today. I find the tables and mantles are sleeping in dust. Every door looks the same but on the other side there's something... something unimaginable. It's weird to think of it like this but it's exact. I don't even think long-term about what I do anymore. I just...do it. Well today I stayed after school to finish my art project. I was honest for once, cause I actually did it! I didn't finish but I got a lot done. I'm not satisfied with my honesty. I did what I was supposed to that was that. Sometimes I like to be badass. Ok more than sometimes. Oh well I'm being yelled at to get to the table. Bullshit. I have to be more positive!