gahhhh!!!!

Last night was AMAZING! I was sposed to go see Nina Assassin with Delandie and Carrie but we messed up the time. We thought the movie time was 12.30 am, and so we drove ALL the way to Carousel mall and the lady was like "ummm...thats tomorrow..." SO we decided to see a different movie, being Boondocks Saints. It was so awesome...omg I have to watch the first one. It was about two Iris mercenaries out for revenge after their first escalate. It was a really bloody, funny and just all around awesome movie, and dang, those guys are hot! :P
It was weird, though, because my cousin and Carrie's big sister, Michelle came along. I hate the radio, and she was blasting it. I haven't actually been with her in years since she left the church. Delandie was driving so fast and she was in the ront seat putting on her make up and dancing to the music. It reminded me of a movie scene for some reason. Almost like: "yeah, this is how you live."
I had tons of thoughts going through my head at that moment. I don't know why it meant so much to me. I wish I could grasp them now, though. I don't know it she's really happy, though. Of course there are fun, exciting nights, but in the end one gets old and dies, right? Does it matter? I don't know. Once again, I guess I just want to live to live...
Today I woke, showered came upstairs. Thank god we have rye bread, or else it would have been a terrible morning. Things were crazy, as always. The house is a little messy, seeing that there are 17 inhabitants at the moment.
I just cleaned Charlotte's bedroom. It has like all the toys in it, so not a bad clean. Just putting things away and vacuuming. God, I sound like a 30 year old housewife. I hate living here sometimes.
I wanted to buy xmaas things, since being with the youth girls requires that I buy someone a present, also a child a present, and also a family member.
Oh well. I think I'm done complaining for now.
bye.