Remember, remeber, the 5th of November

Today is Guy Fox day! YAY!
"Remember, Remember, the fifth of November. The gun powder treason and plot.
I know of no reason, the gun powder treason should ever, be forgot!"
Yaya!
Anyway, I was thinking a lot about things lately. There's a boy in my french class and I really don't know what his deal is. He stares at me, and waves and mouths things...ahem, I will not repeat them. He's a 10th grader. I try to ignore him. He sometimes sits in my English class, next to me, and talks to me in the bloody halls. I try to be mean to him, like really mean, it seams to have no affect, it makes him more determined, in fact. I have tried ignoring him and stuff but he keeps on. I must admit though. I am flattered by it, and I hate it more than anything. I don't want to be flattered. I want to slap him across the face. I've been searching my room for things like Shepherd and prophet ans my bible, which i found, and I'm reading them like crazy anything that will help me through this. And the thing is, he's he ugliest boy imaginable, in my opinion anyway. He has big ears, big nose, and short blond hair. I don't know y ppl like him, he's pretty gross minded. I hate it all, and I would really like it if anyone had any encouragemnet, I would love to hear it. I feel like a hungry person in search of more food.
Autumn Is my fav season. It's so pretty even after the leaves are gone. I mean imagine wat a person could paint! The purplish brown trees topped with red! And the geese by the pond reflecting off the blue sky, and the rolling green hills behind! I know wat I want for christmas, a paint set. Even if it's hard at first, I know I can get it! I see this when I run, and all I want is paint, canvas, and a chair, watching the sunset off the green hills and dead trees of autumn. amem.