where is it going?

I was horribly shocked by a thought this morning. The fact that it shocked my is quite a factor itself. I was watching Mansa (Camille) Who recently turned one. She is the youngest in my family out of 16. I was thinking about the fact that she was getting old so fast and then it struck me. This is my life. I mean I witnessed 9 of my sibling in the hospital when they were born. I may not remember San, or Margaret because they are right under me, but I'll never see it again. Everyone id growing up and soon the older ones will leave. This will be our last thanksgiving together for a long time. Everything is changing. I know it does this for every family, but it's hard to see the years slipping away.
Huh, now that I've made myself sad by thinkning about it... I have been looking around for concert tickets. perhaps rapsody Of fire will go on tour, or Dawn of tears.