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I'm on Thanksgiving vacation....I guess it's not that bad, I mean sometimes I feel like I might suffocate in my house because we have so many kids, but there's nothing I can change, because god made it be this way for a reason. I'm thankful for many things. Somethings I don't want to say, but I'm thankful that god hasn't forsaken me. Sometimes it may seem that I have it so bad, but its not true at all. God has blessed me in so many ways and I don't even think about it. I have to admit, I fall asleep before I can even pray. xD. The bride is supposed to have a spotless dress and I know at this point, I stand out like a huge grape juice stain or something. I have so much to work on.
On another note, mom, I give you permission to buy me whatever rediculous thing you want to by me for Christmas. All the things I want I cannot get. Here's my list of used-to-be possibilities:
1. Skate board (the wheels will just get shredded up on our road)
2. I-pod (expensive) or I-touch
3. tiny acer computer with internet access ($$$)
4. Metal band shirt (Children Of Bodom; Blooddrunk $17.95 $$$)
5. plane tickt to New Mexico ($380.00 cough yeah right!)
What you can LET me do, is get my hair cut tho! xD