*sigh*

My brother makes me want to cry. He left the church in high school and messed his life up by taking up smoking. He ever eats b/c of no appetite and he coughs all the time. Sometimes my sister will share memories with him and it makes me want to cry. I know somewhere inside of him he's the same sweet boy he once was. A terror, fun, horrible, hilarious, adventurous. But it seems as though everything has changed. I don't know what to think, what to do. I pray for him every night, that somehow he will get back on track, b/c I know he has it in him.