black friday

Ya so yesterday was black friday. I had to shop with my mom, Aaron, and spazzy, stressed, annoying, Toby. jk Abigail. We got lots of crap. It was crazy. Ive never been touched so much in my life.
I got FISH!!!! Aaron and I pleaded with mom until she let us, it was so much fun because we did the
"MOM! We NEED fish SOOOO BAD!!!" She actually let us. I got 2 goldfish and a big jar. lol their names are Sir Frederick and Mr. Nezzer.
Im babysittinf Mansa or Camille today. She ate toast and went to bed, YEAH! I havent gotten a day off until now.

full....

Its over now, and I have to say, I am so glad I made the effort to run today! It was a big dinner and I don't intend on gaining weight. Mom did a good job, it was enjoyable.
I stayed in my room most of today. I finished another geisha drawing and it turned out ok, I guess. I cannot draw it right. It just looks strange. Oh well.
I just found out that Children Of Bodom got their name from Bodom Lake in Finland. That is where the band originated. Ok, check this: In 1960 four teens were camping on it's shores when three of them were murdered. The fourth was beaten badly and almost died. All three of the killed ones were stabbed and bludgeoned. A killer(s) was never found.
Children of Bodom is a great metal vand and they have published many songs about this happening, one called Bodom Beach Terror. If you so wish to you can read up on it on Wikepedia.
I thought that was interesting, and I hope to be getting one of their shirts for christmas! xD

mhmhmh

I'm on Thanksgiving vacation....I guess it's not that bad, I mean sometimes I feel like I might suffocate in my house because we have so many kids, but there's nothing I can change, because god made it be this way for a reason. I'm thankful for many things. Somethings I don't want to say, but I'm thankful that god hasn't forsaken me. Sometimes it may seem that I have it so bad, but its not true at all. God has blessed me in so many ways and I don't even think about it. I have to admit, I fall asleep before I can even pray. xD. The bride is supposed to have a spotless dress and I know at this point, I stand out like a huge grape juice stain or something. I have so much to work on.
On another note, mom, I give you permission to buy me whatever rediculous thing you want to by me for Christmas. All the things I want I cannot get. Here's my list of used-to-be possibilities:
1. Skate board (the wheels will just get shredded up on our road)
2. I-pod (expensive) or I-touch
3. tiny acer computer with internet access ($$$)
4. Metal band shirt (Children Of Bodom; Blooddrunk $17.95 $$$)
5. plane tickt to New Mexico ($380.00 cough yeah right!)
What you can LET me do, is get my hair cut tho! xD

nothin' but idiocy coming from me...

Yes, I do win the idiot of the week award! OK:
1. took waaaaay 2 much cough medicine, woke up late o.O, fell asleep in French. My legs started to numb! I'm never taking that again! I dont actually Think I swallowed that much, I haven't been sleeping well, even though I looooove sleep.
2. cut myself with a bloody pocket knife! whoops.
3. doing badly in math DARN!!

But all in all, not too bad. It would be nice if someone would walk up 2 me, not including u mom, and give me a big hug. I'd have to be careful, b/c i might burst into tears for no bloody reason and never let go. *sigh*

My sisters Sanja, Evelyn, and Carl (suzanne)






Our back yard in the snow!!! xD J'aime la neige! probably wrong...













This is Charlottel or more like Oda, like the Japanese warlord.

Ideas....

I have decided on what I want for Christmas. It revolves around a few things.
1. Dream Theater shirt, Iron Maiden shirt, Perhaps Angra, Nightwish, Dark Tranquility, Children Of Bodom....
Any of those would rock.....
2. A skate board. I want to learn soooooo bad! I could put my love us not eat us sticker on it.......It looks challenging and soooooo much fun!
3. If thats no too much to ask, and my parent want to be extra nice, then they can get me,
4. a paint set.
I proabaly wont get any of these things. Ill probably just get some clothes or something.

YEAH!!!

Today I ran almost five miles. That is the most I've ever run in my life. I like to think, that every time I run farther, I am running he farthest I have in my entire fourteen and a half years. It quite excites me. since I have started in August, I have lost about ten to twelve pounds. I'm not really sure though. I had to get weighed when school started ad then a few weeks ago I weighed myself at a friends, and she said the scale was correct. YES! KEEP GOING! I tell myself.
when I started running I could barely make it to the end of my road. I am quite proud of myself.
I am thinking about snow boarding this winter.Plus me and my bro's friend is coming over. that means woods and vidi games!

where is it going?

I was horribly shocked by a thought this morning. The fact that it shocked my is quite a factor itself. I was watching Mansa (Camille) Who recently turned one. She is the youngest in my family out of 16. I was thinking about the fact that she was getting old so fast and then it struck me. This is my life. I mean I witnessed 9 of my sibling in the hospital when they were born. I may not remember San, or Margaret because they are right under me, but I'll never see it again. Everyone id growing up and soon the older ones will leave. This will be our last thanksgiving together for a long time. Everything is changing. I know it does this for every family, but it's hard to see the years slipping away.
Huh, now that I've made myself sad by thinkning about it... I have been looking around for concert tickets. perhaps rapsody Of fire will go on tour, or Dawn of tears.

Remember, remeber, the 5th of November

Today is Guy Fox day! YAY!
"Remember, Remember, the fifth of November. The gun powder treason and plot.
I know of no reason, the gun powder treason should ever, be forgot!"
Yaya!
Anyway, I was thinking a lot about things lately. There's a boy in my french class and I really don't know what his deal is. He stares at me, and waves and mouths things...ahem, I will not repeat them. He's a 10th grader. I try to ignore him. He sometimes sits in my English class, next to me, and talks to me in the bloody halls. I try to be mean to him, like really mean, it seams to have no affect, it makes him more determined, in fact. I have tried ignoring him and stuff but he keeps on. I must admit though. I am flattered by it, and I hate it more than anything. I don't want to be flattered. I want to slap him across the face. I've been searching my room for things like Shepherd and prophet ans my bible, which i found, and I'm reading them like crazy anything that will help me through this. And the thing is, he's he ugliest boy imaginable, in my opinion anyway. He has big ears, big nose, and short blond hair. I don't know y ppl like him, he's pretty gross minded. I hate it all, and I would really like it if anyone had any encouragemnet, I would love to hear it. I feel like a hungry person in search of more food.
Autumn Is my fav season. It's so pretty even after the leaves are gone. I mean imagine wat a person could paint! The purplish brown trees topped with red! And the geese by the pond reflecting off the blue sky, and the rolling green hills behind! I know wat I want for christmas, a paint set. Even if it's hard at first, I know I can get it! I see this when I run, and all I want is paint, canvas, and a chair, watching the sunset off the green hills and dead trees of autumn. amem.