I crashed. I guess having no one in my life has finally gotten to me. It makes it even worse when people say no, I'm not alone, that they're here for me, because I know they're not. I commute to college with my siblings and all my friends are wrapped up in highschool. I don't even want to call them my friends anymore. Cassi lied to me and said she was busy last weekend to hang out with Austin's new girlfriend. Where does that leave me? Fucked over and out of the picture. I really have no one, at all. I don't see or talk to anyone. I go to school and go home, and now that school's over I don't know what I'm going to do. Stay home? I'm really hoping I get hit by a car.