She winces as she smiles

There is pain in me, but I can still smile. All I need is a moment. It hurts. It hurts. I feel stupid, overly so, and sick, and annoyed, and gross. I feel many things, but there is always hope. I will stand my ground and I will live, prevail. It hurts to feel like I meant nothing, all this time. I was just a notch in your belt, and now, I'm nothing.
In other news, I don't know if I'll finish my story. I've dashed the deadline once more. It might fly, it might not. I dont feel like doing much. I'm never wearing that dress again.