Starting this again

Well, a number of things have happened in the past...how many months since I've written this? I don't really know. I'm happy right now, and I don't want it to go away. A lot of the things that have happened are my fault, and I'm sorry for the poor choices I've made, but I have learned from them and I know that I just have to pick myself up and go on. Sometimes that's the most difficult thing to do. I just want to take the past year of my life away and try again, but if I did that, where would I be? Completely lost, that's where. There's something I want to say but I can't quite grasp at the words. I don't know. Right now I'm just happy, and that's what matters. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, and I think I'll pull through just fine. God, I hate being an adolescent! Everyone always looks back on their life and says these are the "best years", but how can they be? They're soooo bloody depressing, and SO confusing! Oh well, I'm sure I'll look back and say the same thing, because my life is amazing, and I'm glad to be here to experience it.