Its my fault. I would love to say my last post was in the least rash, but I cannot find it within to me admit such a thing. I hate myself. I hate how I am. Today I spent with someone dear.. I would kill for that opportunity. Yes, i had a lot of fun, but when we headed toward the soccer fields I felt the depression settle in. With everything I have I tried to wave it away. Then I tried pushing, then shoving. It settled over me nevertheless. I was helpless. So I left my friends. Classes start on August 15 and I abandoned one of the last chances I have to be with my friends. Brilliant job, Molly! What the fuck is wrong with me? Now I'm sitting home bored, wishing I could change my mood so I could be with them. So I could be with him.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
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