Things I think about

Here are some things, long and short-term and I'm excited for:
1. Tomorrow. I get to be with Austin!
2. The end of the school year. I'm anxious to graduate, and for summer. I don't mind school, but I'm ready for a new page. Thank God I doubled up!
3. Monday. Yes, I have to go back to school, but I get to go to track practice! I love running, especially with my friends.
5. Friday. I'm not particularly a person who likes to dress up, but I'm a little excited for prom. I guess it's because I get to go with Austin.. yet again, haha.
6. Today. As it is Saturday, the day is an open book with a clean page. The only thing set in stone is that I will go for a run. Other than that, bring on the adventure!
7. Real Spring. It's still gray, cloudy, windy, and cold. The leaves are almost here and for me, that is real spring. It will be refreshing.
8. Swimming. I need a cold, clear lake to jump into, particularly Cranberry Lake!
9. Ice cream. Everyone knows that spring and summer equal vanilla soft serve. This is one thing I will not stress over eating.
10. The first weekend in June. All eleven girls in the family are going to the ocean in Delaware! This is going to be interesting.
11. Emily buying a house. There's a possibility that I will get to move in with my sister for when I got to college, since her work is RIGHT next to my school.
Things I am anxious for:
1. Running today. I can't relax until it's done, and it's done well.
2. Tomorrow. I get to go to Austin's relatives house, which I'm nervous for.
3. What I will eat today. I'm terrified that I will loose myself. I had a relapse last week, and I'm starting all over again.
4. Next year. I'm terrified of college. It's exciting, yes, but I have far more things to worry about.
5. My story. I want the one I've finally begun to write to work.
6. My relationship. Who isn't anxious about this? Sometimes I think I'm in too deep.
7. What I'm doing today. It's exciting, but at the same time I do not want to spend the entire waiting to do something.
8. My body. I hate how obsessed I am. I hate it. By the end of this year I'm going to earnestly say that I'm beautiful. I can't yet, but I still have a few months. I believe in myself.