Today is an absolutely brilliant day, which leads me to ask, why am I inside? I have problems, and I want to face them. There remains, of course though, the question of how I am to approach them. I do not know how I possibly can, really. They are there and fiercer than ever. Do I talk to someone about them? No one knows how to help. That's how it seems to me, anyhow. Whenever I muster the needed courage to ask someone about them I get the same answer. "...Molly.. I dont know what to say. I'm sorry, I don't know how to help you." I feel so lost and helpless.
I think I need a long walk.