so here we are...

ahhhh sunday, my most unfavored day of the week. isnt it so human? everyone hates sunday soo much b/c it marks the end of laziness. they have to go back to work or school and do things. no more sitting around. i feel so human on sunday.
on another note, my b-day is in around a month...yay? xD i dont relish getting older b/c memories are all that remain. everything ive done will never come back. i cannot relive things. the things that i love the most so far are gone and i must live another day, wake up and stand against the world and its inhabitants. there are most certainatly good things to come, depending on how i act and take things and use my time. i look foreward to them. i remind myself to think about my time here, becuase once its gone, it is never returning. it is such a thing to think about, neh? one mst always try to be happy, b/c being sdad only brings bad memories. but if one is happy, they love remembering, and when thats all that remains, it is enough,
p.s., mom, i really would love that pocket knife for my b-day. get me nothing else, (unless you want to get me the rapier yeah rite) i would get a ton of use outta it....PLEASE?!!