so here we are...

ahhhh sunday, my most unfavored day of the week. isnt it so human? everyone hates sunday soo much b/c it marks the end of laziness. they have to go back to work or school and do things. no more sitting around. i feel so human on sunday.
on another note, my b-day is in around a month...yay? xD i dont relish getting older b/c memories are all that remain. everything ive done will never come back. i cannot relive things. the things that i love the most so far are gone and i must live another day, wake up and stand against the world and its inhabitants. there are most certainatly good things to come, depending on how i act and take things and use my time. i look foreward to them. i remind myself to think about my time here, becuase once its gone, it is never returning. it is such a thing to think about, neh? one mst always try to be happy, b/c being sdad only brings bad memories. but if one is happy, they love remembering, and when thats all that remains, it is enough,
p.s., mom, i really would love that pocket knife for my b-day. get me nothing else, (unless you want to get me the rapier yeah rite) i would get a ton of use outta it....PLEASE?!!

saturday

ya so today is saturday....did nothing except klean my room....took more than 4 hrs.....owh.....my head is hurting again...yup.

ANGRY!!!!

OK: So my dad took my sister and I to sing at a nursing home. (yes i sing) and I was appalled by the light pollution.
The clouds were out and all the lights in Auburn were lit. The sky was white. it was not even dark. man was not made to seen eternal light. it is a sad day when someone like me, who lives fairly far out in the country, sees an orange tint in the sky. i can hear cars and trains from my back yard and it is never quiet anymore. *sob* i hate it. no more dark nights, no more calming silence.
i want to write a letter to the senator or something. there should be laws and regulations about lights. it is effecting nature too. things are supposed to be certain ways and they cant be if it's bright outside. animals' lives are effected by it in bad ways and things are dying out. i am furious. i will write a letter RIGHT NOW!!!!

sno...not really

we had te day off tday b/c of wery wery icy roads. im glad im not in skool b/c my head hurts like im dying or something. i cant think. ouch. im so dramatic. its nice here, quiet, in a way. in any other house it would be like kaos, so loud, but to me, its quiet. le bébée est dans ses lite. HA! my horrible french. (the baby is in her bed.) ooh here's another one: jái mal à la tête. >_<

girls party

Me and My friends messing around. We have a lot of fun. I love them all. The one in green pants is my sister.

Happy New Year?

yea 2009. so what? srry for the bad attitude, but this is just meh. dunno, not exciting. ive been getting exceedingly restless. dunno. i went to the emo-ry. i hate it. i think ill stay in my room and draw, which i have managed to do successfully for the past few days....dunno.i just...AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! cant say really. cant describe.