I don't understand how people can write daily. Even though I had plenty of spare time this week, and I'm on break and got my projects done early, I did not. I haven't sat myself down and created something meaningful in months. It has been a constant, non-stop day-to-day bustle that I absolutely hate. For the past four months I've gone to school Tuesday through Friday. Some of those days start at 05:00 and end at midnight. From Friday through Monday, I work. On top of this, I have exams, paperwork, projects, and a struggling social life. Unfortunately it is verging on non-existant. I can almost blame myself for that. Good 'ole Jim broke up with me about a month ago. It was certainly a surprise to me. I saw him about four times a week. I always tried to make time for him, and we got along very well. I had called him to ask a question, and just like that, he said he didn't have feelings for me anymore. He hasn't said a word to me since. I was hurt and shocked, but things are a lot better now. The positive side of it is that I drink less, spend less money on gas, focus more on school, and have time for other things. What other things do I do? Lay in my bed and watch movies, if you must know. This is very exciting stuff. The semester will end in about a week and a half, and I'm thrilled. If everything goes as planned, I have one more and I will be finished with nursing school. I'm both proud and terrified to say that I'm graduating in May. I must add, I'm now an aunt! My brother and his wife welcomed Anya Jade into the world a month ago. She's absolutely beautiful and I get to meet her for Christmas. That is all the exciting and riveting material I have to share of my current comings and goings.

There is nothing better than healing.